This morning I'm slowly waking up. I fixed a huge breakfast of bacon, eggs, and biscuits. Yesterday I started my 3:30 to midnight work schedule. Training is over and I am on the phones selling timeshare vacations. Yuck and yea. Hate sales, but love that I'm working with cool people and have an income. I'm very seriously considering joining the Peace Corps in Belize. There is an assignment there to teach computers and the internet to school kids. 2 years, food and lodging paid, $28k a year on top of that given as a stipend as I understand it. Ahhhh, Belize, jungle, mountains, 2nd largest barrier reef in the world, Mayan ruins, English as the official language... I'm going to set up an interview with a peace corp recruiter in Chicago before the month is over. I'm sure I'm over glorifying it, but it's something I'm going to find out everything I can before I sign the dotted line, if I sign the dotted line. Another option to get to Belize is to just save my damn money up and move there.

I had a dream that my mother died last night and it really upset me. I cried. I believe it's a symbol representing my need to let go of my boyhood. (but I e-mailed my mom to see if she was ok, just in case) I can generally attach just about every symbol in my dreams to a part of myself or my phyche as oppose to real concern for someone else. I don't think that is the case for everybody though. Is the mother who dreams about not being able to find her child, truly concerned in the dream with protecting the child or is she more concerned with her self doubts and self worth? Not sure on this one. Might be an impossible question to answer.