In a slight correction of what Jimmy said about my philosophy on time, I don't think that it's a loop. Time is just eternal... always has been, always will. And even if it is not, my point in Jim and I's discussion was that I don't feel it is necessary to create a creator to explain the beginning when we can't explain the creation of a creator. A view I have expressed since about 12 yrs. old and still feel is pretty valid. If there was a beginning, then we will just have to wait and be patient in hopes that science will eventually open up our perspective on creation. Until then, my closest feeling of resolution on the matter is that there is no beginning and no end.

I bought a bed yesterday, a fold out twin. $25. What a bargain. My goals are slowly changing, and I'm feeling like Indy is the place where I need to dig in for now. I was thinking that I was going to get a quick contract job and then move on to West Palm Beach, but just buying food and paying my student loan and trying to come up with the money to pay for a car/insurance/tags...etc... Anyway, my goal now is to just try to work contract jobs until I get a permanent one here, get my car, get a 6 month lease on an apartment and work from there to save enough money to move to West Palm Beach safely and securely.

I'm really looking forward to seeing as many of the tanque as possible at Sonya and Sean's on Saturday. I can't wait. Tonight I'm headed out to the bars with my bro Clay and two unknown (to me) women for whom my brother said that I need to come along so that he can verify to his wife that nothing happened. hmmm... we'll see about that. I forgot who Clay said they were, but I think it was an ex-co-worker and her sister or something that's in town. I don't plan on getting too crazy, because the thought of showing up to meet the tanquers in a zombie like hang-over from hell, just doesn't seem like a very friendly thing to do.